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Friday, September 12, 2008

The hole

I've got this hole, this hole that has invaded my day and my mind. I keep reminding myself that is a small hole, easily fixed if I would give it the attention that it needs, but I'm so irritated by it, that I'm not sure it deserves my thoughts.
We all have these holes, that take over our thoughts and our lives. Some are bigger than others, I guess, depending on your own individual situation. Mine annoys me...not for the mere fact that it is here, and that I have noticed it...but for the simple fact that I have unconsciously tried to fill it's void. The part of me that has tried to fill in what this hole has left open, is now red and burning with the extra effort.
I know that there is a way to fill this void without the uncomfort is has put me through, but I'm not sure that I can handle it. Maybe I won't be able to strain myself enough to complete the task, maybe my hands will shake with fright at the thought of sewing this hole up for good...
Or maybe I should just throw these damn pair of socks away...I am sure then my big toe will feel so much better!

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